Doors

So many people enter and leave your life, hundreds and thousands of people. You have to keep the door open so that they can come in, but it also means you have to let them go.

Divergent, Veronica Roth

"Then I realize what it is. It's him. Something about him makes me feel like I am about to fall. Or turn to liquid. Or burst into flames."

Basically sums up everything.

We fall in love multiple times in our lives. Every one of these serve us as lessons, because unrequited love, love that fades and love that see's too many differences teaches us more than any stuck up university professor ever could. It thickens our skin, and opens our mind to things we would never have considered prior to these lessons life so graciously provided us with. It is at this time that we begin to put the pieces of ourselves together and view ourselves as a whole, to finally become who we are when we are alone.

Paths

Choosing has always been such a difficult task for me. I've been indecisive all my life, constantly over analysing my options in fear that I may miss out on something extravagant. Who knows? With every decision we make, we are eliminating an extensive amount of possibilities and that has always been scary to me. I want to take every path possible, explore all my options. Although it seems as though my inability to make a decision has become crippling. Instead of following every path... I follow none.

Hand kisses, cheek kisses, nose, forehead, neck, shoulder, collarbone, back, stomach, hipbone kisses. Good morning kisses, good night kisses, goodbye, I miss you, I love you, I need you kisses. Rain kisses, beach kisses, sunset, sunrise, party kisses. Angry kisses and happy kisses. First kisses, second kisses, hundredth kisses. Kisses in the light, kisses in the dark, kisses that touch your lips and kisses that touch your heart.

It would be cool if someone wanted to kiss me.